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Sparks Fly
Saturday, November 17, 2012 @ 11:50 PM | 0 Comment [s]
"I look at him and he looks back at me with his beautiful eyes,
smiles, and it pathetically makes my day."
Last night, I was not myself. I was starving for words when he's around. I'm looking down the floor, self-conscious and aware of the surrounding. Everything was heightened. It was scary and marvelous at the same time. Knots started forming in my stomach every time I look at him and butterflies took over every time I caught him looking back.
I was on a bliss because for that one night, he had me smiling in ways I don't smile with friends. He had me searching for words, looking for them like they're endangered. I can feel my eyes twinkling, sparkling like they haven't done so in such a long time. I feel like dancing, singing and jumping in mid air. It was a complete rush and I was on high.
I'm addicted -- not to him but the feeling of complete utter bliss.
It was a dance. I move, he moves. He jokes, I laugh. He's wound up and I'm carefree. We're two different people, dancing to a music in different beats but the dance worked without the help of the dance floor. It was just us -- dancing in two different beats but with the same music.
He makes me give out a huge sigh. I cannot contain what happen and I have to constantly take it in and breathe it out again. It was too much to comprehend. It was a beautiful thing -- the stares, the looking away, the simple gestures and the gentleness of it all.
What started last night ended last night. I'm writing about a stranger I barely knew. I'm writing about a stranger who knocked me off my feet. I'm writing about him without even knowing if I'll be meeting him again.
Labels: crush, infatuation Terrified
Friday, August 26, 2011 @ 10:14 PM | 0 Comment [s]
 "you set it again, my heart's in motion, every word feels like a shooting star. ...i am in love, i am terrified." -Katharine McPhee my prince, where have you been? my prince, i've been waiting for you and it feels like a sin. my prince, now that you're here, will you stay for good or leave whenever you feel like you should? my prince, fill my heart with love as i fill yours from the heavens above. my prince, i'm starting to like you every single day. my prince, please don't abandon me, if you may. my prince, you're real and in front of me. my prince, you're everything i ask for and a little bit more. my prince, my knight, you cleared the darkness with your light. my prince, with your presence, i am intoxicated. my prince, your smell, so addictive. my prince, i'm here and i'm ready for any troubles we will be facing, my dear. my prince, i love you and i hope you love me, too. my prince, you've completed my world with your little signs of sincerity and tiny surprises. my prince, i am floating; thank you for making me feel this way. my prince, you are endearing and you placed colors in my skies of grey. my prince, i am here and yours to keep. my prince, i'm glad you took the leap. my prince, i'm glad you like me just the way i am. my prince, i'm starting to get attached to you; well i'll be damned. TTFN Labels: crush, infatuation, life, love Something is Not the Same
Tuesday, August 9, 2011 @ 8:59 PM | 0 Comment [s]
 "If I had a single flower every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden." -Claudia Ghandi there's something boiling deep inside me, something my heart is shouting oh so loudly. there's something boiling deep inside me, something i can't take so lightly. i hid around the corner, hoping these feelings i am having are fake. i hid around the corner hoping i could make it through this day. he looked at me, i looked back. his eyes, so expressive, i could not forget. his presence, so intoxicating, i could melt. i could stay in this dream forever, this moment will never be forgotten, not now, not ever. it started out as a lie, a fantasy that i badly want to give a try. he's standing in the middle of the room, wishing just for once that what i'm feeling isn't one sided. he's standing in the middle of the room, and suddenly, my day brightened. he's there.. i can feel him. he's there within my reach. he's there right in front of me. i want to talk to him, to prolong this moment. i want to talk to him, to make this long enough for me to remember. there are times i just stare at him and bask at his glory. there are times where i just spaced out and all i could think about was him and me -- in the moonlight. one touch and it send shivers down my spine. one touch and every nerve inside of me comes alive. one touch and i know he could be the one. TTFN. Labels: crush, infatuation First?
Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 3:16 PM | 2 Comment [s]
 "wish i may, wish i might get your love, get things right maybe you're the one thing that i might never have. God knows when, God knows why maybe now till i die but there's only one thing i am sure for now there was never us somehow." -Lick if you have read this entry, then you would totally understand what i'm talking about. what amazes me the most is how feeling close his girlfriend is to me. i was sitting in the canteen, waiting for my friend to return when someone poked me. i looked behind me and i saw her giggling. she was smiling at me. i awkwardly smiled back. then, after watching a movie with my friend, i decided to go home. i took out my ipod and started listening to it when i saw them walking in front of me. so, i walked fast. i was listening to some really loud music and couldn't hear anything but the music that was playing. i'm a hundred percent sure that he saw me. i didn't mind him at all. it's as if i didn't see him. i was just walking really fast. then my knees started to wobble then i lost sight of them and decided to sit down. i told my friend what happened and she said that he could be my FIRST LOVE. i mean, W T F? him? no, please. anyone but him. but i don't get why my knees will always feel weak every time i saw him. then my heart beats fast and i couldn't think straight. i am very sure that i don't feel anything for him anymore. i have moved on already and it took me a very long time to do it. is he really my first love? i don't know. God, please enlighten me. Labels: answers, boy, crush, love Then I Told Him I Love Him
Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 5:28 PM | 0 Comment [s]
 "I love you and that's all you need to know." -Taylor Swift ASTRAL DATING. it is when you imagine yourself you're in a date with the person you like. and in your imaginary date, you tell the person everything you want and can't tell him in reality. then, after imagining, you ask for a sign. and if the sign came true, then that means the person you imagine dating got the message you told him in your imaginary date. and if the sign didn't occur, the person didn't got the message. so, i tried this. and in our "date", i told him EVERYTHING. including the pain he caused me. then, i asked for a sign. the sign was, if he will IM me in the evening, asking me the certain question i want to him to ask me, then that means he got it. 1 message received. he IMed me at 6:05, asking me the question i have in mind. i was creep out. srsly. Labels: crush, life, love, pain My Frog Prince
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 9:20 PM | 0 Comment [s]
 My ideal man is every other girl's typical night in shining armour riding on a white horse up to my palace, battling beast and carrying me off to his castle and asking me to be his queen.If you ask me, I call them day dreams. that's what i usually do when I'm bored in class or alone. yes, I am a day dreamer and yes, I do day dream of boys and how it would make me feel to be with one. If I have to name all my ideal men, this would take me hours or even days to finish. I am completely drooling over Chace Crawford, James Lafferty, Chad Murray, Pierce Bronson and all those boy candies you see in televion. But this is impossible for me to reach. so, lowering my standards, reality wise, (that means no more boy candies on the list) I guess I'm on the search for the next chapter of my story, my very own frog prince. To be really honest, as much as I want to sparkle, I just can't deny the fact that I am just another ordinary girl with a gift of wit. I have to go to school every morning, do household chores and in my life, there will always be boys present in my brain, thinking one after the other. I think it's better this way. Why? because it's never easy getting hurt. I wish frog prince would be... I wish he never do anythig to hurt me or if he does, he'll always be there to comfort me in times of my needs. I want him to be my best pal. I want him to be suportive and stops me every time I do something stupedic. Loyalty is also a big thing for me as well. When he says he misses me, I want him to mean every word of it, when he says he'll meet me later, he will. And when he finally tells me those 3 magic words, He'll mean it with all his heart. I just wondered what happened to the old times? where a guy courts you and at the same time courts your parents, serenading outside your house and gives you flowers and all those cheesy yet sweet gestures. It's because our generation today has lots more technologies to offer but this is not enough for me. I want a real man, an "i-want-to-make-this-relationship-to-work" man. Because my parents told me that if the guy is true to you, he will do whatever it takes to finally get your heart and also considers everything you have and everything you don't have. I believe that a real man isn't afraid to show his real self. When it comes to physical features, definetely he'll compliment me. But it doesn't really matter in the end, I guess what really matters to me is that i'd find someone who would bring out the best in me (and at the same time I'm bringing out the best in him) , someone who would try to make me pursue my dreams and give me a great reasons to live. Someone who would accept me for who I am and my future self. I guess all I really need is a little happiness in the wasteland. A rainbow who gives color in my life, a little something to smile, laugh out loud, makes me do happy dancing and blush about. But I'm definetely not in a hurry. Even if it takes a little longer than expecting then I wouldn't mond because I know I wasn't created to be alone forever. He's just isn't here yet, I get that. Save the best for last, I get that too but in the mean time, I'm just a pink paperclip princess waiting for my blue paperclip prince to come and outshine the others. Labels: crush, frog, ideal, looking, love, man, prince, waiting |
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