//Forever Imperfect

A Sorta Fairy Tale With You

Monday, November 28, 2011 @ 3:23 PM | 0 Comment [s]

"I always looked for a man to rescue me and bring me happiness. I bought into that myth, of course, and looked for my own Prince Charming."

-Linda Evans

no more deceit, no more lies
it's time to open up my eyes
no more foolishness, no more pain
coz i have been waiting in vain
no more second chances, no more tears
i have learned to let go of my fears
no more sadness, no more gloom
i've been feeling so blue for so long
no more sweet nothings nor kind gestures
for i have enough of my delusions of grandeur

i locked my heart in a place no one could find it
i'm so fed up with guys trying to keep me interested
i'm done shattering into bits and pieces
i isolated myself from the world around me.

i threw away my dreams of finding my prince charming
coz every guy out there has monsters locked inside of them
i fantasize no more of my dream castle
since prince charming has been long gone lost in the woods,
shot in his heart with a poisonous arrow.
as much as i want to put myself in deep slumber
i can't coz i have to face my reality.

i woke up with tears on my eyes
then i heard the beautiful music of the night
i saw someone walked into my room
hugged me tight, never letting me go
this someone, so real and true
someone who took away my blues

i can see myself smiling -- imagining ever happy ending
i can see myself smiling hoping this dream would never end.

Labels: fairy tales, fantasy, love, prince

IT WAS ENCHANTING TO MEET YOU

Thursday, March 17, 2011 @ 11:20 PM | 0 Comment [s]

"I kissed a lot of frogs as well, but no,

I kissed a lot of frogs and now I've found my prince."

-Joan Collins

riding on his white stallion, my heart skipped a beat. i could not resist the emotions i felt. he looked so handsome, so untouchable, so true. a man with sheer talents, a man every girl wants to own. more than ordinary, he's not like any human being, for i see him someone holy -- someone sent to me so i could feel love and be lost in a daze.

he was kind and took no shame in showing chivalry. more and more i fell into deep with this man standing before me, showing me nothing but pure sincerity. girls swooned as he passed -- it is not hard to notice since he shines from the pack. with his hair pushed back and the cool scent he's wearing, i could not resist but be pulled by his presence.

this man, right here, i could not even believe existed has shown me a great deal of kindness for it is in his nature to be kind and show no disrespect to anyone. i want him more than ever coz he made me feel great not like the guys i met before. he sure is unique and a rare stone to find; but when found, it is worth the while.

i could not help but gush every time he mentions my name, for it is then i knew he was thinking of me, too. i would do anything for him, anything i could offer, for i want to be in his life and not just for the time being but for as long as forever is true.

he stared at me with those beautiful chocolate eyes. there's nothing i could do but melt and feel the tingling sensation that was coming down my spine. those eyes which screamed honesty looked deep into me and through my soul. he held my hand and whispered words in my ear and then my eyes grew big from the words he uttered. i was struck and caught off guard, but then i realized there's more to life than wanting to be his wife. as i watched him climbed up his stallion, i could hear my heart shattering into pieces; but then again, without him having entered my life, love and i would have never met.

TTFN.

Labels: dreams, life, love, prince, reality

My Frog Prince

Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 9:20 PM | 0 Comment [s]

My ideal man is every other girl's typical night in shining armour riding on a white horse up to my palace, battling beast and carrying me off to his castle and asking me to be his queen.

If you ask me, I call them day dreams. that's what i usually do when I'm bored in class or alone. yes, I am a day dreamer and yes, I do day dream of boys and how it would make me feel to be with one.

If I have to name all my ideal men, this would take me hours or even days to finish. I am completely drooling over Chace Crawford, James Lafferty, Chad Murray, Pierce Bronson and all those boy candies you see in televion. But this is impossible for me to reach. so, lowering my standards, reality wise, (that means no more boy candies on the list) I guess I'm on the search for the next chapter of my story, my very own frog prince.

To be really honest, as much as I want to sparkle, I just can't deny the fact that I am just another ordinary girl with a gift of wit. I have to go to school every morning, do household chores and in my life, there will always be boys present in my brain, thinking one after the other. I think it's better this way. Why? because it's never easy getting hurt.

I wish frog prince would be...

I wish he never do anythig to hurt me or if he does, he'll always be there to comfort me in times of my needs. I want him to be my best pal. I want him to be suportive and stops me every time I do something stupedic. Loyalty is also a big thing for me as well. When he says he misses me, I want him to mean every word of it, when he says he'll meet me later, he will. And when he finally tells me those 3 magic words, He'll mean it with all his heart.

I just wondered what happened to the old times? where a guy courts you and at the same time courts your parents, serenading outside your house and gives you flowers and all those cheesy yet sweet gestures. It's because our generation today has lots more technologies to offer but this is not enough for me. I want a real man, an "i-want-to-make-this-relationship-to-work" man. Because my parents told me that if the guy is true to you, he will do whatever it takes to finally get your heart and also considers everything you have and everything you don't have.

I believe that a real man isn't afraid to show his real self. When it comes to physical features, definetely he'll compliment me. But it doesn't really matter in the end, I guess what really matters to me is that i'd find someone who would bring out the best in me (and at the same time I'm bringing out the best in him) , someone who would try to make me pursue my dreams and give me a great reasons to live. Someone who would accept me for who I am and my future self. I guess all I really need is a little happiness in the wasteland. A rainbow who gives color in my life, a little something to smile, laugh out loud, makes me do happy dancing and blush about.

But I'm definetely not in a hurry. Even if it takes a little longer than expecting then I wouldn't mond because I know I wasn't created to be alone forever. He's just isn't here yet, I get that. Save the best for last, I get that too but in the mean time, I'm just a pink paperclip princess waiting for my blue paperclip prince to come and outshine the others.

Labels: crush, frog, ideal, looking, love, man, prince, waiting

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