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Going Down Memory Lane
Saturday, October 31, 2009 @ 2:05 PM | 1 Comment [s]
 "it's not those who are there when you need them. it's who has been there the entire time." i never really thought it would end up this way. we used to talk about everything. about love, school crushes, problems, happy memories and even sad ones. we used to lean on to each other when someone is in trouble... we used to be so perfect. i guess things change and i can't force all of you to stay. it is sad seeing 4 years of our friendship gone down the drain. it's sad how we used to tell each other that we'll stick together no matter where we go to, whom we hang out with and what will happen -- may it be good or bad. we were in it for the long haul. i guess not. how come i am here and you are there? i don't get it. whatever happened to "no one should be left behind?" it makes me feel sad that you didn't talk to me. that you didn't give me a chance to tell my side of the story. it is sad that you just listened to her because she's the one you're always hanging out with. unfair, isn't it? it is painful on my part on seeing how strong your friendship grew. didn't you remember everything we have gone through? the laugh trips, the spontaneous adventures, the crazy ideas we came up with? i guess for me, high school is over. i could never bring back what happened. everything changed when i decided to post what i felt in my multiply account. why can't you see that i'm hurting? i'm trying my best to be happy and to forget everything but i failed... so bad. i miss you. all of you. sometimes i just wish i haven't met you so that it won't hurt this bad. TTFN. Labels: friends, friendship, high school, life, pain, past Am I Really Living ...or Dying?
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 7:24 PM | 1 Comment [s]
 "to me, the glass is half-empty somedays and half-full on others. sometimes it's bone-dry . or overflowing." -Mary Alice Monroe what really is life? are you living it? life isn't about finding someone, making that person love you and show them off to your friends. it isn't about being successful just to get revenge, to make people envy you of what you have and what they didn't. life is not just another cliche. life isn't glamorous. it's not like what those shallow-headed people in the industries think. it's not about getting what you want because you want it, when other people needs it the most. life is not about being pampered and being look up to people who obviously doesn't have a clue. it's not about manipulating people, devising an evil plan and ruling the world. life is not about getting all the money, the girls, the boys, the properties, the pride and the dignity of the people. it is not about fooling them, luring them into a maze they obviously can't escape. what is it exactly? it's about being contented of what you have and be happy about it. it's about being proud of who you are by making people see that happiness isn't just about material things. life is about helping people because you want to and not just because you have to. life is about love. love for your friends, your family, your country and yourself. it is about needing something and working hard to get it. we only have one shot to actually live our life. TTFN. |
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