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Priestess of Suzaku
Tuesday, January 24, 2012 @ 9:29 PM | 0 Comment [s]
"and in time, this too shall pass."
I can feel the needle seeping through my skin. I can feel it burning from within me. I want this pain to end, to not feel it ever again but then, it was my decision.. it was I who decided to hurt myself just to get the satisfaction of having it on me for as long as I will live.
I toss and tumble on my bed thinking of what to do, to pursue it or not, to just leap and not think of consequences that I will be facing in the near future. As the days come to pass, the image of a bird keeps on lingering my mind. It illuminates with reddish aura, something beautiful and inviting. The mystery of it made me curious, wondering if the bird is indeed real or not.
There I was, in a room full of needles. Terrified, I wanted to abandon the plan of getting the bird but I was pretty determined of getting it that even my nerves, as much as they've been telling me to run, my feet won't even move. I was there.. trapped and waiting for the bird to appear.
And so it did.. with red, orange and yellow colors.. I have not seen more beautiful than what I have been imagining for so long.
TTFN. Labels: choices, decisions, phoenix, tattoo Am I Really Living ...or Dying?
Saturday, October 17, 2009 @ 7:24 PM | 1 Comment [s]
 "to me, the glass is half-empty somedays and half-full on others. sometimes it's bone-dry . or overflowing." -Mary Alice Monroe what really is life? are you living it? life isn't about finding someone, making that person love you and show them off to your friends. it isn't about being successful just to get revenge, to make people envy you of what you have and what they didn't. life is not just another cliche. life isn't glamorous. it's not like what those shallow-headed people in the industries think. it's not about getting what you want because you want it, when other people needs it the most. life is not about being pampered and being look up to people who obviously doesn't have a clue. it's not about manipulating people, devising an evil plan and ruling the world. life is not about getting all the money, the girls, the boys, the properties, the pride and the dignity of the people. it is not about fooling them, luring them into a maze they obviously can't escape. what is it exactly? it's about being contented of what you have and be happy about it. it's about being proud of who you are by making people see that happiness isn't just about material things. life is about helping people because you want to and not just because you have to. life is about love. love for your friends, your family, your country and yourself. it is about needing something and working hard to get it. we only have one shot to actually live our life. TTFN. |
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