aren't you tired of hurting me, leaving me behind every memories we have created, throwing me around like a piece of junk?

don't you feel guilty of making me feel this way, making me worried about you, when in fact, you don't even care for me at all?

isn't it enough? the care, affection, love and attention i have given you for the past few years? do you want more? do you want me to stop? how could i know what to do when you don't even talk to me anymore.

didn't you receive the signals i have given you? i love you, did you felt that? i care for you, did you even see that? i long for you, for your touch, your kisses and your hug, did you know that?

why me? above all girls that you met, why must i suffer from this tragic love story?

do you feel tired at all? i'm exhausted. i'm tired of this shit. please help me let you go. i want you out of my life. i want to be free. to be free from you, from everything.

TTFN.

the one who manages to fix her hair every morning hoping to get a glance from him. the one who provides nothing but comfort, love and affection. the one who gives a huge deal about him touching, staring or even talking to her because maybe she's thinking she'll never get him to do that to her once again. the one who tries her best to get him to notice her that she'll even try to laugh out loud when she passes by him.

this is for the girl who has been there the moment he asked her for help but receive no help from him when she needed him most. this is for the girl who listens to sad music every night, wishing that she can tell him what's really going on inside her heart and mind.

here's to the one who believed everything that he said. that he promised her he'll be waiting for her till the end only to find out that he already got himself a girlfriend after a month that he said that to her.

this one is for the girl who gave him a huge amount of clues only to see him chasing a girl who puts too much make-up on. here's to the girl who never left his side, who was led on the moment it started, who believed that everything he said and did to her was more than just a friendly kind of love but it was never true love to begin with.

this is for the girl who knew it was over before it began but she decided to continue it anyway because she's hoping he would eventually fall in love with her. here's to the girl who allowed the guy to fool her, to let her feel special only to hear him say, "it was a mistake."

the one who never believed what people said to her, that she deserve something better and that she should stop all her madness.

this is for the girl who love him more than anything else in the world. the one who who managed to held on to something that was never there to begin with.

this is for those confusing days, when he finally said to her that he loves her, that she's thinking that this is it and all her work has paid off but only to find out that he was drunk and he didn't mean it.

this is for the girl who struggle to feel fine, to make everything okay again.

this is for the girl who fell in love with the wrong guy but was brave enough to receive all the hardships.

why are some people hold on to the things they should really let go? why do they find it very hard to bid goodbye to the ones they love? why can't they just set them free?

he told her it's over. she cried and asked him to stay. he said he can't take it any longer and he would be much happier if they end their relationship. she begged him, went down on her knees and tears won't stop falling down her beautiful face. he knelt down, held her tight and kissed her on the forehead. he said he'll give it another shot and she buried her face on his shoulder.

he found someone new, he thinks she's better than her. she suspects that he's cheating on her, found a way to prove it and made plans to kick the girl out of the picture. it didn't work.

she was crying all night and thinking of ways to save their relationship. he told her again that it's over but she still wouldn't let him go. he was in misery every time he was with her while she was in heaven every moment they were together.

she was desperate to get her man back while he was desperate to escape from her arms. she loves him more than anything else in the world. he despises her attitude and every single part of her.

it was hard for her to say goodbye to him. he has been saying goodbye since the faithful day he met another girl. she still wants to hold on, to be with him in every possible way.

she's chasing him. her dream man, the man she ever love in her 17 years of existence.

then she broke down and cried. she couldn't help the fact that he's slipping away.