what i learned so far:

being able to live in this world is already a miracle. i am grateful that i have a chance to experience life unlike the others. death is something i am prepared of but as i live my life, there are certain things i want to do and certain words i want to say to certain people. i am happy that i am here. ALIVE.

i am not the kind of person that always play safe. there is no SKIP button in life. it's either you do it or not. taking risks and be open to change is part of the life cycle. life would be pretty much boring if we do the same things everyday.

people always leave. in my life, friends come and go. mostly, the go but i am always willing to accept them back. i don't hold grudges to those people who have offended or hurt me. in fact, i am very thankful for them since they taught me how to be strong.

young as i am, i am very much happy to explore the world. i try new things because if i don't, i'm sure i'll regret it in the end.

in high school, i am the kind of student whom you see in the principal's office almost every month. i break rules. i found out that i have a very high aggressive drive. i always do things people don't want me to do. i had fun breaking the rules. every time i go out of the principal's office, you'll never see me sad. there is always a huge smile painted on my face. at that point, i have learned that we need to break the rules sometimes. step out of our comfort zone and just do crazy things. i never regretted doing those things. in fact, i am very proud of myself.

i do not live by the expectations of others. i make my own path. i never like to repeat a history. i want to make my own.

i cannot really please others. some people hate me but i let them be. i'm not scared if they talk behind my back. i'm scared if they stop talking about me. i'm just grateful that i have affected their pathetic little lives. may it be good or bad.

falling in love and being heart broken is part of everything. i can say that a person can never live life unless if they are able to do the two things mentioned above.

PAIN. you can't take away pain. you only have to cope with it. pain never goes away. it is only repressed. once a person experienced the same situation that caused him so much pain, it will eventually come back.

life is a story to tell. i never run out of stories to tell my friends.

and most of all, the best lesson i have learned about life so far is that, LIFE IS A LEARNING EXPERIENCE. i commit mistakes, i learn them and i try my very best not to do the same mistakes again. everyday i learn something new and i apply my learnings in my everyday life.