//Forever Imperfect
SAVE ME FROM THE NOTHING I'VE BECOME

Sunday, May 15, 2011 @ 10:42 PM | 0 Comment [s]

"music speaks what cannot be expressed,
soothes the mind and gives it rest,
heals the heart and makes it whole,
flows from heaven to the soul."

i wanna write songs and express my feelings but all i have are words with no melodies. i've been silenced far too long, trapped in a corner with nowhere to go. confused on who to trust and follow, doubts started to linger, finding hope to be enlightened in this world full of strangers. music is my only escape -- to at least imagine that i am free. in that short of a second that i am away, i can see the earth as i may. 

imagination running wild, music volume put on high. i am in my isolation cell with thoughts running deep as a well. i hope to inspire people my age especially those who find themselves trapped in a cage. not just words in writing but i simply wanna add melodies to the things i am thinking. 

being hindered is what i find frustrating -- in a box, in the corner, in a cell with nowhere to go, i feel trapped in the rabbit hole. these melodies i can't seem to create keeps pushing me into finding something else great. i feel drowned by silence -- imprisoned in a pool that comes with a fence. i lost my edge coz never did i know how to quit; but this challenge slapped me in the face with no hope of finding a way out of this maze. 


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Break Glass

Saturday, February 26, 2011 @ 3:09 PM | 0 Comment [s]

"anger is never without a reason, 
but seldom with a good one."
-Benjamin Franklin

i am mad but i can't show it. i am frustrated but i am trying to hide it. i am sad but i am showing a happy face. with this, my emotions are distorted. somehow, i want to break down and just cry myself to sleep. or better yet, i want to scream on top of my lungs until i am out of breath.

walls come crashing down as i feel all these mixed emotions inside. i want to go out of hiding and just bitch to all the people who has caused me pain. i might not deserve happiness but i don't deserve much pain either. i want to feel contend with what life has given me but i always fall short, always out of luck, always hurting. 

with that in mind, i want to be free. free from all the misery and all the unsaid emotions i push down inside of me. i want to end this repression and i want to feel how great it is to have an outspoken mind. without grudges, without hurt and without being trapped inside one's own anger.


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