"Do you have to make me feel like

there's nothing left of me?"

-Demi Lovato

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I feel imprisoned, caged up and suffocated from the things I did not even do. I am paying the price of someone else's sins and now everything is such a whirlwind.

I wanna fly, escape, let loose and just soar from the blue sky right above me but there are chains on my wrists and as much as I try to break free, responsibility hangs right in front of me. I want to get out of this world that I'm living in because it is slowly driving me insane.

I try to do the right thing but somehow it backfires and now I am sitting in the corner of my room contemplating on why karma is such a bitch to me.

I cry at night, trying to get over of the pain but I can't and more tears are flowing down my face. I want to scoop myself up, tell myself to be strong but every time I try to do so, my knees quiver and I am right back to where I started.

I try to fake a smile, try to wear a mask but I know deep down I am dying a little bit on the inside.  Could someone pull me up because it seems that I have fallen farther more than I could have imagined.

...Help me!

TTFN.