"Don't cry because they left. Just smile because 

they gave you a chance to find someone better."

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They left, I cried. They threw me away without a single hesitation of wanting me back. Friendships are gone and forever lost for no longer shall I be with the people I adore most. Here in my room, thinking of the past and what might have been if we have stuck together. Surely, they never look back -- as if I was not their friend for four years. They talked behind my back as if I didn't know. I was hurting with no one to run to. 

I never knew this would happen for we always talk about the future and attending each other's weddings. Sadly, they left and so did I but this does not mean I stopped thinking about them and hoping that one day I'd be their friend again. 

I don't want to reach out for I don't want to appear clingy and desperate. And besides, I have no face left to show them. We drifted apart and ran out of things to say unlike before that a day with them would not be enough for all the things we need to tell each other. 

So here I am hoping for the best as I look at their photos with a little hint of regret. Without them in my life, I never would have met another set of friends who accepts me for who I am and listens to what I have to say.

I know I'm not a terrible person but it looks like they were never meant to be in my life for the long haul.

So I bid them goodbye and hopefully I can move on because this scar has not been healed since the day they broke my heart. :(

TTFN.