i`m addicted to the wind. i live to feel it seeping to my skin. every blow feels like a free fall to something infinite. i can no longer feel the ground and then i realize... i`m flying. along with the birds in a clear blue sky, i can see everything around me. for the first time in a very long time, i am free.

trapped in a cage, i`m no longer the prisoner i was before. i see changes, i see hope. i see colors. i closed my eyes and feel the moment. i want to preserve this memory, to make it last a lifetime and to make me remember that life is indeed beautiful.

i admit, i was dying to break loose. i was suffocated and the cold wind that i am feeling right now erased all bad memories i once had. i am light and with the past behind me, i can soar to the skies.

everything i do feels like an act of rebellion. people are watching me do things i don`t normally do. i am defying their rules and not even gravity can pin me down the ground.

now, i`m spreading my wings and ready to take flight. grabbing onto nothing, i am taking the risk of jumping off a cliff and just let the wind carry me to the place i am needed.

TTFN.