"it's the way we touch, it soothes me,

it's the way we'll always be..."

-Oliver James

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A surge of emotion comes through me, a feeling i could never understand. There you are standing right in front of me beaming me that smile of yours i'd recognize from a mile or so. There you are statuesque as ever. You came into my life like a gush of wind -- so powerful yet so beautiful at the same time.

I don't want to speak of love nor am i sure that it is love that i feel. but one thing i know for sure, every time you are near, i catch my breath; and every touch, and every kiss on the cheeks and every hug, i want to savor for as long as i can remember. the smile i've been trying to hide, i cannot any longer. i cannot contain these emotions anymore.

You have given me hints but never could i decipher them. you are a blur to me -- a mystery i could never solve for you never talked about your life as i always talk about mine for you always wants to know my past and as well as my future.

It's the simple things you do that makes me smile, whether it's the carrying of my bag or closing the car door; those kind gestures i could never forget. but this is what i am afraid off, those were only kind gestures and nothing more. i am afraid of jumping into conclusions again but luckily for me, this uncertainty i am feeling closed me off from feeling something strong. 

it has always been vague between you and i. i am finding it hard to see pass the light but if this continues on, i believe the world will probably know the greatest story ever told. 

TTFN