"and in time, this too shall pass."

I can feel the needle seeping through my skin. I can feel it burning from within me. I want this pain to end, to not feel it ever again but then, it was my decision.. it was I who decided to hurt myself just to get the satisfaction of having it on me for as long as I will live.

I toss and tumble on my bed thinking of what to do, to pursue it or not, to just leap and not think of consequences that I will be facing in the near future. As the days come to pass, the image of a bird keeps on lingering my mind. It illuminates with reddish aura, something beautiful and inviting. The mystery of it made me curious, wondering if the bird is indeed real or not.

There I was, in a room full of needles. Terrified, I wanted to abandon the plan of getting the bird but I was pretty determined of getting it that even my nerves, as much as they've been telling me to run, my feet won't even move. I was there.. trapped and waiting for the bird to appear.

And so it did.. with red, orange and yellow colors.. I have not seen more beautiful than what I have been imagining for so long.

TTFN.