broken expectations are like a shattering glass. it is indeed painful, bloody and somewhat fucked up. no one wants to be disappointed especially when you least expect it to be. no matter how hard it hits your face, always remember to never let that pain get into your skin.

down the drain, i flushed everything. i don't want to be able to see the sad look on my face the moment i see myself in the mirror. that sagging eyes, long face and a sad frown is not acceptable in my world full of unexpected things. i am always caught off guard and there are always surprises in store for me in this lifetime.

i opened the door and force a smile on my face. i tried as i can be to condition my mind to be able to receive the burn the fire is about to cause. the sting will surely linger for a while but at least i won't be that sad if the verdict is given.

walking down the hall, my heart is surely beating fast. not sure of what to say and do, i opened the door that was on fire. cold as it may seem, i'm sweating my heart out and trying not to think of the situation that's right on my face.

time wasn't on my side. it moved so slow as i was exploring the room. it was slowly burning and it felt like being in an oven. all eyes on me, all ears alert and listening to every word my mouth uttered.

i was stricken with disbelief. somehow, what i was hoping for turned out to be so much more. as i opened the door, i feel the wind kissing my face, lifting me up to soar above the sky. happy to be where i am now, i could not ask for more than what has been given to me.

i was expecting pain and misery but instead i got happiness and more hope to go through life.

TTFN.