there are so many things wrong in my life right now. i can't stand to bear the fact that i can't fix most of them. it's hard for me to simply deal with all these problems. can i just poof them all away? please?

to start it off, i failed my research 11 subject back when i was in second year college. my teacher was expecting a lot from us. i was supposed to make a thesis and yet she didn't approved it. what's worse was that she was also my human development teacher and she let us do a whole chapter report along with a whole chapter quiz after the report and she expected us to still pass our thesis on time. talk about being demanding! i wasn't able to sleep for days. i started doing my thesis 9 pm and i finished it at around 7:30 in the morning. i slept for 5 minutes then i got ready for school. 

also, my english teacher made us do a magazine. t'was a very hard time for me since i had to do my thesis, make a one chapter report for my human development subject, study for a whole chapter test and make a magazine. since i was focusing on my major subjects, i decided to leave the magazine behind. i did it the night before the deadline and i was doing my thesis on the same night. t'was a chaos. 

after passing my thesis paper, i prepared myself for the mock proposal. i was transferring from one computer to the other since my old computer was full of virus and it had all my files in it. also, i can't open the Microsoft Power Point coz of the virus. so i have to do the PPT in my other computer. t'was a huge hassle.

the day of my mock proposal, i was srsly panicking. 

then, after a few weeks, i got my grades and i failed research 11 and english 13 (i think t'was 13). i spent months making my thesis for nothing. i abandoned my english class for my thesis and she failed me?! sheesh. all those sleepless nights. *SIGH*

so now, this coming semester, i have to take research 11 again coz i can't take psych 16 if i can't pass research 11. i'm so traumatized. jeez, i hate that subject. >.>

second, i TERRIBLY miss my HS barkada. if you have read my previous posts particularly "MY HOMMIES" you will know why. 

third, i can't go out of the house without my mom suspecting me. she thinks i'm always out doing bad things. and by bad i mean drinking and getting home drunk. ever since i came home drunk when i was in 1st year college, she got really mad and slapped me with a ruler. good thing i was drunk coz if i wasn't, it would've hurt so bad. teehee. she always know if i drank any alcoholic beverages or not. she has a radar or something. tsk.

fourth, i still don't have Photoshop in my computer. it sucks to be me. srsly.

i guess that's about it. i srsly have to fix this. :>

TTFN.