why do some (okie, most) people afraid to die? i mean, death is something inevitable. why feel afraid?

i'm ready to die. right here, right now. anytime of the day, i'm ready to welcome the angel of death. and no, i'm not suicidal. ;)

being able to experience the greatness and cruelty of life is awesome. i have learned a lot, met cool people who happened to change my life, met some people who tried to bring me down, experienced hardships and met my real friends. 

but before i die, i want to meet my groom first and have kids with him.

i don't want to die because of old age. i don't want to die because of an illness, either. i consider sudden death or maybe i could die in my sleep. no pain whatsoever.

and before i die, i want to tell everyone how they affected my life. srsly. they need to know somehow. they may be cruel or good to me, but still, they need to know. especially those people who made me suffer. if i can't or won't be able to tell them, then i can't have peace of mind and i would still be lurking here on earth, haunting people and scaring the wits out of them. no, i don't want to be a ghost and yes, i believe in those paranormal things especially life after death.

so, don't fret! death isn't something to be scared of. go into the light and just keep on walking  until you reached somewhere. lolz. =)