"Numbing the pain for a while will make it

worse when you finally feel it."

-JK Rowling

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When I saw you held it high, when I saw you broke it in pieces, when I looked into your eyes without a hint of regret -- I clenched my heart for the agony you have caused me. I could still recall the images. I try to close my eyes, try to forget. Tears fell down from it as pictures of you shattering it into pieces pops in my head. No matter how much I try to shake it, no matter how much I try to move on -- it is you and your eyes I see and then I break down.

I could never forget you, not today, tomorrow or even in the near future. What you did hurts me the most and what you did made other people hate you more. It is not only me that you hurt but others as well for you don't have a soul and not a single day you realize it.

As time goes by, I could still see myself crying in the dark and as time goes by I could still see you and your soul-less eyes. I was devastated, indeed I was -- for I never thought you would hurt this many people and never would I imagine you out of so many people would even want me dead. Now I still clench my heart for the pain I am feeling for no medicine would even cure me.