after i knew MJ died, i was really devastated. i really look up to him when i was still a kid. he's my very first celebrity idol. watching him doing his awesome dance moves and having to listen to his very beautiful music surely made my day.

when he was still alive, people were giving him a very hard time. different kinds of lawsuits and huge debts made him look like a bad guy and made people forget how awesome of a person he is. he only didn't give us great songs but he did change the show-biz industry.

i heard news that he didn't have a skin disease but he was ashamed that he's black. and the other news i heard, it was the other way around. whatever the reason of the change of his skin color, i don't mind because deep down, i can still see the same old MJ i used to love. he's awesome, whatever he looks like.

the death of a legend is very sad to me and to the world.

his album sales went up the moment the news broke that he's dead. people started remembering how great of a musician and a dancer he is now that he's not around anymore. sure, people knew him before the tragic day that the Lord decided to take his life but the moment he decided to take a break from the music world, people just forgot about it and moved on to new musicians. i would be a hypocrite if i say that i'm not one of them. i admit, i kinda did forgot about MJ and i started listening to his music again now that he's gone.

what pissed the hell out of me was some rumors that i read over the internet that he's not yet dead. and the body that was shown in the television was not his and was just a dummy to prove people that he really is dead. some people think that he's faking his death to get away with his debts. people are starting to think that MJ is pulling an "Elvis Presley" moment. my opinion? fuck them people who created this awful news. he's dead and should be respected the same way he's respected back when he was still alive.

now that he's gone, i kinda miss him, y'know? who wouldn't? he's the king of pop, a legend, an idol and a great musician.

all i can say is: REST IN PEACE, KING OF POP. :(

so when i knew that Columbia Pictures is going to make a movie about this awesome series, i was so hyped. having to see Maximum Ride on the big screen was what i have been hoping for since i read the first book.

then i learned Catherine Hardwick (the director of Twilight. we all know that. >.>) would be directing the first movie. i was srsly bummed. Twilight wasn't even that good of a movie but she also directed The Nativity which is awesome, btw. so i guess it would be alright.

what pissed the hell out of me was THIS and THIS.

based on Max's blog (yes, Maximum Ride characters blogs), she's a bit flattered that Catherine Hardwick is considering KStew (hopefully not) to play as Max and she also want's RPattz to play as Fang. she's bringing them both together because she freakishly wants to reunite them and make the Maximum Ride movie just like Twilight.

Max and Fang are both 14. KStew and RPattz looks too old to play the roles of 14 year olds. srsly. Hardwick should get someone new and better. KStew would bring justice to the character since she looks tough and stubborn but even though she can pull it off, i still don't want her to play the part. and RPattz surely can't pull off Fang. RPattz doesn't look like the mysterious type. and, they already got Twilight!! just because Hardwick got the chance to work with them doesn't mean she can drag them in every movie she'll be directing. that's just sad and wrong at the same time.

if she'll be pursing this, i don't know what would be the outcome of the movie.

Beauty and the Beast, Aquamarine, Notting Hill, Memoirs of a Geisha, Pride and Prejudice, Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas are just examples of stories / movies that ended up happily.

almost all of the stories i've read and all of the movies i've seen always have happy endings. i believe they should not let people especially children think that the world is a happy place to live for it is not. we all stumble from time to time.

fairy tales may give us lessons after every story but it also let children think that happy endings do exist. but they don't. this is reality and i believe we should give them a piece of it. people are clouding up their mind with fantasies, magical creatures, magic and prince charming. almost every girl wants their own prince charming and almost every girls wants to end up being a princess or a queen of some land.

as for me, i don't believe on those stuffs. i don't believe a guy would save me from the fortress of the sky, breaking the evil witch's spell and bring me in his castle and making me his queen. i believe in suffering, pain, sacrifices and reality. it'll just end when i turn into dust. i will continue to live in this very cruel world until i die. 

delusions of grandeur is a huge no-no for me. 

TTFN.