after i knew MJ died, i was really devastated. i really look up to him when i was still a kid. he's my very first celebrity idol. watching him doing his awesome dance moves and having to listen to his very beautiful music surely made my day.

when he was still alive, people were giving him a very hard time. different kinds of lawsuits and huge debts made him look like a bad guy and made people forget how awesome of a person he is. he only didn't give us great songs but he did change the show-biz industry.

i heard news that he didn't have a skin disease but he was ashamed that he's black. and the other news i heard, it was the other way around. whatever the reason of the change of his skin color, i don't mind because deep down, i can still see the same old MJ i used to love. he's awesome, whatever he looks like.

the death of a legend is very sad to me and to the world.

his album sales went up the moment the news broke that he's dead. people started remembering how great of a musician and a dancer he is now that he's not around anymore. sure, people knew him before the tragic day that the Lord decided to take his life but the moment he decided to take a break from the music world, people just forgot about it and moved on to new musicians. i would be a hypocrite if i say that i'm not one of them. i admit, i kinda did forgot about MJ and i started listening to his music again now that he's gone.

what pissed the hell out of me was some rumors that i read over the internet that he's not yet dead. and the body that was shown in the television was not his and was just a dummy to prove people that he really is dead. some people think that he's faking his death to get away with his debts. people are starting to think that MJ is pulling an "Elvis Presley" moment. my opinion? fuck them people who created this awful news. he's dead and should be respected the same way he's respected back when he was still alive.

now that he's gone, i kinda miss him, y'know? who wouldn't? he's the king of pop, a legend, an idol and a great musician.

all i can say is: REST IN PEACE, KING OF POP. :(