My ideal man is every other girl's typical night in shining armour riding on a white horse up to my palace, battling beast and carrying me off to his castle and asking me to be his queen.

If you ask me, I call them day dreams. that's what i usually do when I'm bored in class or alone. yes, I am a day dreamer and yes, I do day dream of boys and how it would make me feel to be with one.

If I have to name all my ideal men, this would take me hours or even days to finish. I am completely drooling over Chace Crawford, James Lafferty, Chad Murray, Pierce Bronson and all those boy candies you see in televion. But this is impossible for me to reach. so, lowering my standards, reality wise, (that means no more boy candies on the list) I guess I'm on the search for the next chapter of my story, my very own frog prince.

To be really honest, as much as I want to sparkle, I just can't deny the fact that I am just another ordinary girl with a gift of wit. I have to go to school every morning, do household chores and in my life, there will always be boys present in my brain, thinking one after the other. I think it's better this way. Why? because it's never easy getting hurt.

I wish frog prince would be...

I wish he never do anythig to hurt me or if he does, he'll always be there to comfort me in times of my needs. I want him to be my best pal. I want him to be suportive and stops me every time I do something stupedic. Loyalty is also a big thing for me as well. When he says he misses me, I want him to mean every word of it, when he says he'll meet me later, he will. And when he finally tells me those 3 magic words, He'll mean it with all his heart.

I just wondered what happened to the old times? where a guy courts you and at the same time courts your parents, serenading outside your house and gives you flowers and all those cheesy yet sweet gestures. It's because our generation today has lots more technologies to offer but this is not enough for me. I want a real man, an "i-want-to-make-this-relationship-to-work" man. Because my parents told me that if the guy is true to you, he will do whatever it takes to finally get your heart and also considers everything you have and everything you don't have.

I believe that a real man isn't afraid to show his real self. When it comes to physical features, definetely he'll compliment me. But it doesn't really matter in the end, I guess what really matters to me is that i'd find someone who would bring out the best in me (and at the same time I'm bringing out the best in him) , someone who would try to make me pursue my dreams and give me a great reasons to live. Someone who would accept me for who I am and my future self. I guess all I really need is a little happiness in the wasteland. A rainbow who gives color in my life, a little something to smile, laugh out loud, makes me do happy dancing and blush about.

But I'm definetely not in a hurry. Even if it takes a little longer than expecting then I wouldn't mond because I know I wasn't created to be alone forever. He's just isn't here yet, I get that. Save the best for last, I get that too but in the mean time, I'm just a pink paperclip princess waiting for my blue paperclip prince to come and outshine the others.

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